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Happy 20th birthday zelanie :)
I just wanted to record this down in memory.
It was really a great time of fellowship and worship and celebration in CG today.
Even though it is in the midst of exams, I was really truly touched that everyone was so willing to give their time... I sent out an email that CG would end at 9.30pm SHARP but no one really complained about the time...
I was really touched by that... and I really was touched by how God blessed the fellowship today... we really had so much fun today with the cake-smashing... and even Yi Xiu planned the birthday celebration so superbly well, from the cards to cake to affirmation...
I was really very touched also that God used me to lead worship today. I shared a word from Hebrews and it was actually in conjuction with the devotional passage today about Abraham and Sarah. And Juli also sent out a message to encourage everyone, which I didn't know so many people read as well... Funny how the verse was one that God prompted me to share quite a few times already but I only shared it today... and the funny thing was that the verses above the verses I wanted to share were indeed about Abraham and God's promise to bless him with many descendants, just as the devotional passage I chose was about. It's like wah, amazing coincidence.
But even while at the back of mind there screams a doubting voice saying "it's just a coincidence", I know that it definitely was not out of my own doing... and even zel was asking whether I planned it. and I was thinking "Yes of course I planned it"...I mean I was supposed to lead worship that week... and she went on to share about how God spoke to her about how she had been waiting on the wrong thing all this while even though she thought she was waiting on God... and I knew that I could have never had planned that because I never knew that part about her at all. I knew then it was the Lord.
But you know how our minds and hearts play tricks on us. I was really thinking for a while... is it really the Lord who did all this? Or is it just me who did it out of habit? or out of human competence? But then when I think about it again, I know that there were just too many factors in play for me to control and handle. I knew that the Holy Spirit and God's presence were in that room... yes and even God provided the room for us and we didn't have to sit in a mosquito-filled area + compete with another zai guitarist from another group...
I wanna thank God for mian as well who has been joining the cluster, CG and service on her own accord... I don't know what changed in her, but she has been coming without my asking... I truly thank God for that because I know that God lives in her somehow... not by my persuasive words at all but it's just so joyful seeing how she now is taking steps to take ownership of her spiritual walk.... I can see that she puts her hope in the Lord so much more than in the past... :)
Lord I want to be more humbled and to truly wait upon You. I thank You that during this exam period I still have much time to spend with you and talk to you. I am amazed because I did not have this peace with me during other exam periods. I truly thank You.
In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.