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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

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woah okiez. what a zibei previous entry. haha!

nvm, I thank God for letting me learn so much today somehow about so many things. And thank God for giving me courage even though I still have so much to face. And thank Tifen for just being bubbly coz I learnt something great from you today even though you might already have forgotten saying it. And thank Suet for letting me just rant to her about things even though it was not long before Tracy came up behind us and gave us such a shock that people arnd us turned to stare. haha. Thank Robert for cheering me up so much coz he made discussing games with him so hilarious. Thank Daniel, Zechary, Zi Ying for teaching such great lessons during CLC1. Thank Seokhui, Robert, Jiexun, Justin, Melvin for being there to make CLC1 more dynamic haha! tell u what we did, we were supposed to play a game for Zechary's teaching, and so we had to form a group of 6-7 to go find items at centerpoint area. Then different people in each group had roles to play. Like in our group Seokhui was the one to slow the group down, Jie Xun was the one to go missing, and Justin was the group leader. lol... and guess what, the guys all decided to let other groups win the "competition" and so we decided to slack around... haha... of course that helped Seokhui so much in her role in slowing us down... haha... then JX was so zonked out from the bike hike that he just failed miserably in trying to go missing and he just completely submitted to Justin and Melvin who were putting their arms arnd him and guiding him arnd... haha... k we were crazy la, wanted to go to Starbucks to buy a drink at first but ended up in NTUC buying SUSHI. LOL, erm ya Melvin bought so many la haha! Well yes so we were about 10 minutes late and someone called Justin to bring us back to America room. haha... oops... the lesson to be learnt was that "every team is as weak as its weakest member". something like that. haha! er... okiez yes but quite fun coz seokhui and jiexun won sweets for playing their role so well. well ok just thank God for giving me such a wonderful day and lifting my burdens.

oh you know in the morning I really couldn't concentrate on studying and I just gave up coz I was feeling very burdened the whole night and till I awoke. yeah erm when I woke up I found the house empty so I started singing to myself! ahha! and ya I prayed and talked to myself lots (autocrine signalling) and played piano... er haha have I gone mad. well, never mind I was self-counselling myself the whole night. haha. then after that I went for Word for Life.. It was raining so heavily for like 1.5hours non-stop and I duno why suddenly it just stopped raining when I was about to leave the house thank God man... and well thank God for my family coz we had a nice dinner at Hard Rock Cafe! So cool right! but it was so ex my goodness, but ya my father had vouchers so yes otherwise we would have nvr stepped into that place in the first place ahha... ya and maybe tt's why God kept me full the whole day. I didn't eat breakfast or lunch la, I'm weird lol. but I didn't feel hungry at all I felt too full the whole day. nvm about that though.

and you know what. right after I came home from dinner, I saw a missed call from Jia Li (she sounds familiar but i can't rmbr who)!!! And oh my it's just miraculous, coz she told me I had a role in mamashop. haha! funny as it may seem but I was so so so glad and it's truly God's blessing. coz for the past 2 weeks when Yvonne was telling me about camp roles, I told her no one told me anything so I thought I didn't have a role... well of course I was quite sad since it was my second camp and I wanted to play a bigger role in it. So I asked Raphael about it... and he also said that he couldn't remember. And when I asked him whether if I hadn't received any message about having a camp role till then, it probably meant that I didn't have one, he said "yeah, probably". So I just gave up hope and decided maybe it was God's plan for me to spend more time building up on other things like my r/s with my sheep/shepherd or just my own r/s with Him. haha, okiez nvm maybe it's God's reward for me for trusting in whatever plans He has for me haha...

I can't wait for camp! =)

~.*hUiYiNg*.~ says Amen. @ | Tuesday, June 05, 2007

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