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Sunday, January 14, 2007

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YAY! I'm so happy that I finally hung out with the CE1 people today... at least a bit... and yes definitely got to know more people like Siew Wen, Linton and Li Jing... Err hope I got the names right!? so sorry if I didn't! >< my memory not v gd one... lol... Hmmm yupyup and got to talk to Abigail, Xiang Yu, Xuan Ting too... oh Qin Yan and Stephanie too (though that was at Central gathering hehz)... yup Leon also... usually after service also nvr see any CE1 ppl anymore... erm nvr talk to the ACS ppl though... but I guess guys more difficult to mix around with? haha... anyway I'm still really, really, really glad coz dun think I had the opportunity to mix around with CE1 people much ever since we split. yea coz I didn't manage to turn up for central's Christmas chalet nor the countdown party at JieXun's house =( hmmm, oh well, glad that God gave me the chance to mix with them today la, maybe it was in His plan for me to go mix with them today coz there's no test next week so it was alright that I hung out late... and my parents didn't complain that I came home quite late... and all the CE2 people went for their respective activities except YongSheng, Samuel and I... yea so in a way, it was truly a blessing coz if we had more CE2 people around, we wouldn't go find the CE1 people lor... surely just mix within our own CE... like last week after SEED, CE1 went off to PS for dinner/supper, and CE2 just stayed behind to play taboo within ourselves... and even after that when we decided to join CE1 at PS, we didn't exactly mix. ok the girls did la, but not the guys... haha...

oh well. ok I am so long-winded. I am back to long blogging style. oh yeah just wanted to say that I'm so glad that God is living life with me! yay I usually don't realise the significance of it, but I find that I talk quite a lot to God in school/at home/everywhere and the little times especially when I'm alone... on the bus, at the class bench at breaks/after lessons/walking around in sch... but it's really comforting, coz these little conversations with God may seem insignificant to everyone but I guess little bit by little bit they help to resolve my insecurities in school la... coz ya I very insecure one... hmmm... heh. PRAISE GOD! =) oh ya, you know when my friend asked me about math test... I told him that even if I didn't study, I wouldn't fail. of course that wouldn't be possible, but somehow I believed it would be possible. and when he asked Leon abt sth similar, Leon also said something like what I did... and it was quite cool to see my friend's reaction... he said sth like 'woah you two say the same thing one, both also say even if never study also won't fail'... I duno leh, ya maybe it's normal for Leon to say that coz he's always jokingly egoistic, but I'll usually say that. haha. coz I'm zibei and worrisome and I'll usually show it. but somehow for such a weak student like me (gosh, I condemn myself), I think it's so cool that I said it... coz it shows God is living through me... and I have the faith that life with God is surely 100% victorious... =) k nvm, this is just a thought that struck me at that moment. lolx. yea I am so luo suo. oh gosh. you know what. I was supposed to have choir at 8.30 today. but when I woke up, choir had already ENDED. LOL. I feel really bad, but what to do, I'm glad I got the sleep anyway. =p Shall just never ever repeat shall a terrible, terrible mistake again. ><

I loved today's sermon about tough love! V applicable =)

Difference between life with satan and life with God:
Life with satan -
=> General Condemnation (v. general criticism about oneself and one's whole life, etc.)
=> Remorse (just dwelling on the past and feeling like you can never improve)
=> Guilt

Life with God -
=> Specific Conviction (relevant to a specific area/event so that we KNOW what to improve in, how to change, etc.)
=> Repentance (not so worried about the past, but focused on change in the future)
=> FAITH!

~.*hUiYiNg*.~ says Amen. @ | Sunday, January 14, 2007

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