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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

*[[ Finally Over! ]]*

PROMOS ARE OVER!!!
(who cares about the SPAs)

haha I really pity the bio and chem dept... but then again, with 5 torturous papers over, who in the right mind would be bothered with SPAs - MOCK SPAs still... oh well... think most people not studying at all... ok la, the non-muggers at least... wooo. tomorrow we're just gonna play around and doodle on the paper haha... =D so exciting! =) yeah yeah yeah and after that we're gonna chiong for Festival of Sports (FOS) and who cares about anything anymore we're just gonna play our hearts OUT~

Anyway, I just wanna thank God for really giving me the strength and peace during this period... coz for every paper actually, I never really managed to finish studying... I always fall asleep quite early the night before around 10.30pm or 11pm... then when I wake up in the morning at 5am, I always feel super panicky coz I only have the most 1.5hours left to study before the start of the paper... and somehow, everytime I talk to God, He never fails to calm me down and keep me composed such that I am able to really make full use of the little time left to absorb all the relevant information that I can... =) Hmm... I don't think I'll do well for this promos la... but I think I definitely endured the process much better this time... because God was with me this time! =) So really thank God for being my strength, my source, my salvation and just being there for me all the time patiently guiding me through the exam paper... Even when I feel like giving up, God was there to assure me that I wasn't doing this for myself or to fulfil others' expectations... I'm glad that I was doing this to glorify God's name and this really served to motivate me during the exams... I know that I'm not alone anymore...

Heh I'm also very thankful for the fellowship that the Lord has blessed me with throughout this entire period... It's wonderful that HCCG is so great such that we're everywhere... and you can just turn to anyone in times of stress... and even if you don't turn to others, people will turn to you and express their constant care and concern for you... popping encouragements through smses, writing postcards, msn, etc etc...and you'll never fail to feel LOVED! Aww... haha and the best thing is that the HCCG studies together so often till the point where we have gotten sick of seeing each other! haha... ok just joking! WE HAVEN'T GOT ENOUGH OF EACH OTHER! haha... seriously even after studying with each other every single day during the entire Sept hols, Yvonne could still come up to me the week right after feeling empty, saying "I really miss HCCG"... hahah... but that's so touching la...haha... really reflects the closeness of our CG! =)

Hmmm...the fellowship that God has blessed me with consists of non-believers too! I'm so grateful to have Wayne, Lu Jie, De Pin, Shirlene to study with too la... yup... Couldn't have survived this period without them too... Like Wayne, the Intellect 1, who painstakingly explained to me "The-Terrible-Trilogy-of-Terrors-of-all-Terrors-that-didn't-even-come-out-during-exam" for 2 consecutive nights and 'koped' fries for me... Lu Jie, the Intellect 2, who finally opened up more and revealed his amusing side... De Pin and his natural entertainment skills... just by the retarded manner he talks and looks HAHA okok JOKING... Shirlene who provided constant encouragement...

haha ok leonzyboi studied with us too... I accidentally leave him out one... oops... he too insignificant liao... hahaha ok joking lar... coz that para for non-believers mah... oh well. anyway I got nothing to thank you for. I only know you got to thank me for everything - from borrowing my notes to borrowing more notes. hahahaa... ok la....... jkjk.... er thanks for letting me see your sian face so often - it's become a comfort to know that I'm not alone in being sian of the J1 syllabus... and thanks for studying with us la... yr mighty influence to slack might not have successfully tempted us to follow suit, but it has surely helped us to loosen up to a great extent... hehe... =D

Hmmm anyway I can't believe it... On the same day that I told Christine I thought shopping was boring, I WENT SHOPPING. Goodness... I'll never believe it myself... ok la, but it's partly because... I'm sick and tired of wearing sports shoes 24/7... and actually EVERYONE is sick and tired of SEEING me wear sports shoes 24/7... so I actually bought FLATS. haha. woooo. I'm so proud of myself! And I also bought a shirt...which is different from the usual shirts I wear =) hahaha... shall wear this Saturday! yay I'm so so so proud of myself. It's a fashion breakthrough!!! haha... Oh yeah, all this I did with my dear sister... So glad that God blessed me with this sister haha... k I'm really not close to my sister one lor... and our personalities clash lar... but then I'm glad that God gave us the opportunity to get to know each other a little wee bit better... and to just spend time together as sisters... Oh ya I went to cut hair too... and at the salon, the lady cutting my hair was telling me how nan2 de2 it was for my sister to be following me out... haha... ya so I should really appreciate this =) hehe... I think it's really cool that I chose to go out with my mum for lunch and sister for shopping instead of my friends! haha, had a sudden calling for it... No idea why... Hmmm maybe God carved this path for me to tell me that I'm neglecting my family too much already... and to remind me that I should concentrate on my family as well even though I'm having so much fun with my friends... He is trying to tell me that being with my family members can be fun too! haha =)

oh well, ok, shall stop here! Can't wait for CG on Thurs and Church on Sat! and JIA YOU Yvonne for being MC on MAF! Everyone JIA YOU for FOS! lol... and everyone please SLACK! =)

~.*hUiYiNg*.~ says Amen. @ | Wednesday, October 04, 2006

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