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Prayer
Sometimes, I really wish that I were a UAA, UAG, or UGA. when everything can just STOP. Sometimes, I also wish that I never had to feel, so that I'll never have to bother with thinking too much and disrupting my life with my own thoughts. To most people, it seems that if there aren't any external factors affecting ourselves, everything is fine. But really, sometimes it is OURSELVES that create problems for ourselves. Like me, an overly sensitive and emotional wart, I get very irritated with myself. I don't know why.
Why Why Why.
STOP thinking so much. STOP STOP STOP. I don't want to FEEL. It's irritating. I'm very confused and I hate it. I really really really really really hate it. HATE IT. HATE IT. I HATE IT. I hate having to feel all those feelings and just wish I were never to feel again. And making decisions will always come easy coz you only have to deal with the practical aspect of it and never have to FOLLOW YOUR HEART as people would say and never have to consider how you yourself feel deep down.
yeah.
I must learn to DETACH.
so that I can learn to take things easy.
DETACHMENT. DETACHMENT. DETACHMENT.
Please free me of my thoughts. I want to be free.