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Sunday, July 23, 2006

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Hmm the youth pastor at Y-Hope church posted a question that went somewhat like: Why do some people feel that despite having spent a great time with their friends and enjoying themselves to their utmost, at the end of the day they are somehow only left with a feeling of emptiness?

Her answer was: It's coz they aren't actually living. Without placing their faith in God, they aren't actually living.

Well, now what. Am I supposed to place my faith in God? Like, yeah ok I have faith in God, He will protect me, I feel safe, and ok I no longer feel a sense of emptiness? I really think that for all those who have placed their faith in God, what they are actually doing is placing faith in themselves. When they say that they trust God, they are actually saying that they trust themselves, which is where they get their source of faith from. It's just that most of the time, trusting ourselves seems like the most unfeasible option ever, so we feel that we have to place our trust upon someone esle... it's always good to know that there's someone by your side... you feel that you are not alone... but really, not that I'm on my way to insult any religion or anything, but it's all in the mind I think... oh well.

anyway, do you ever feel this sort of emptiness? I duno why, but last night and tonight, I'm feeling a sort of heaviness in my whole body...It's weird coz it no longer seems like a mental heaviness. I can actually feel that physical agony of being tugged at and pulled downwards and just feeling down literally. tell me why.

I think I should learn to fly.

~.*hUiYiNg*.~ says Amen. @ | Sunday, July 23, 2006

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