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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

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I wish life was simpler?

Perhaps, like KhaiBoon said, we should just return to farming. hee:) In the morning, we wake up and have a nice wonderful breakfast with the family, then go to the plantation to grow crops... When we have food, there will not be a need to start a business and earn money and whatsoever and everyone will just be happy together...And at night after a tiring day of work, we will just sit under the stars and talk/meditate, be happy and sleep peacefully.

haaaaaaa, is that appealing ar? Maybe for now when we all want a BREAK very badly...*ouch*

But in the long run, maybe we will appreciate our life better.

Depends on what you want lor, appreciate now while we can, or appreciate later when we relieve the memories? Try to do both I guess. haha.................
JC life is horrible for me in terms of the pace of life...It's really way too fast for me to breathe...(I need a breather!!!) and there's just no time for my old friends. I mean, I don't even have enough time for myself, so how do I have time for others? Right now I'm sticking to my class almost 100% of the time. Fortunately there are a few people I find comfortable to confide in? ok I duno. Not really actually. Now I barely talk to Lim Mian... Everytime I see her, I have nothing to say, or maybe there's just too much to say and I'm too lazy to say it all out and there's no time to say anything either. So we just end up looking at each other for a long moment before tearing our eyes away from each other, watching each other walking away with our new circle of friends, and hoping that everything is still the same, and telling ourselves there's always next time that we can meet up...but of course there always isn't. blah. but just have to live with it. too many other things to think about already.
Come to think of it, I have no idea what has been happening throughout these 3.5months? coz everything just flew by in a flash. Then when u think about it, term 2 is gonna end, then we are gonna study for Block Tests, then exams, then it's end of JC1, then next year is A level year so we basically specialise in mugging. then the end of JC2. The girls go Uni, guys go army. yay. Then we make new friends again, study and study, get a cert after Uni, study somemore to get masters/phD for some then go get a job, get married, have children and just die.
how......saddening?

haha, I'm crapping, maybe I'm just tired.

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