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Saturday, January 21, 2006

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I think I am, therefore I am.

I should stop thinking so much.

My brain's too clogged up.

I must zhen4 zuo4 and stop being so disillusioned.

People are starting to think that I'm crazy.

yay.

I feel so different when I'm in class and in choir.
Just totally different scenario.
Even Xin Yi noticed that I behave rather differently in class and choir.
Don't know if it's the influence of music or love.
or maybe it's the influence of the love of music and the music of love.

I miss Lim Mian.
I need to talk to her.
And when I say I need to, I'm serious.
But she wasn't there for me.
I ended up confiding in my OGmate. wOw.
Well.
Well.
Ended up confiding in Zoe too. Kind of.
ok I didn't tell her much, but I felt 'cured' in her presence.
The power of love and friendship is so strong.
Nothing can compare to that.
And that's why I treasure friendship so much.

Anyway, I flopped the stupid interview for the CIP EXCO in front of Benjamin in choir. damnit. hope he doesn't think too poorly of me. =(
I know I'm being too self-conscious.
But that's how I've always been, haven't I?

Alright.
Anyway I've found my strength - it's connecting with people.
Not funny.
I just feel that I have a very strong ability to socialise and bond with people.
I don't think anyone hates me so far.
Which is good.

What am I talking about now?
k. I'm talking to myself.
yea I'm writing down whatever that irritating innervoice in my head is telling me to.
whatever.
goodbye.
I need to ask that voice to shut up coz it's too talkative.
Talks non-stop.
Ah well.
I'm gonna meet Genevieve and Tammy later. Can't wait.
They're the bestest bestest mates I've ever had.
Thanks.

Oh man. This entry is so childish. How embarrassing.
I survived the first week of school. :)

~.*hUiYiNg*.~ says Amen. @ | Saturday, January 21, 2006

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