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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

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Argh. This is the third time I'm updating TODAY. I just can't concentrate on my work! I keep thinking of everything esle except whatever I am supposed to do. Oh man.

Sigh.CONCENTRATECONCETRATECONCENTRATE.
I really look forward to environment meetings coz they allow me to put my work aside.hah, I'm using it as an excuse to escape work = reality. sigh. Now I'm outta choir, env subcomm is my substitute. I think I'm committing to it because I NEED it. I need something other than school to keep me alive. I need friends to cheer me up. I need the opportunity to laugh. Or even just to smile. Things like these can keep me awake throughout the day although I may not have caught a wink the night before coz I was trying to complete my chinese portfolio. Sometimes I really wonder if I want to participate in the project because I am genuinely interested in the project or because I want to be with these group of passionate, enthusiastic and committed friends. Maybe it's a mix of both. oh well, I don't know but I think it's more of the latter. hah, I hope that Qing Yan won't kill me for signing up for guiding coz it's during the first two weeks of Nov when we have to prepare for the NRP Symposium on 19Nov. And I hope I'm not dunking myself into hot soup when I realise I can't cope. ok man. Just do it. Perhaps I would end up as a photographer. I don't mind. =) haha.

SIAs and tests and upcoming exams are sick. I wish all students can get out of school so that we can wave goodbye to all the school work we have in the world but we can't say that coz then there'll be thousands out of employment.
We must care for our teachers. *touched*

Just joking. Is it even a joke? I need to laugh. ha. ha.

~.*hUiYiNg*.~ says Amen. @ | Wednesday, August 10, 2005

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